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Patrick Taylor I only started listening to this recently but it continues to grow on me. Very personal, real and and delicately written. It's strange and unwelcoming at first, but now it feels like the kind of music I could sleep inside of. Favorite track: Rainbow.
Cory juresich
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Cory juresich I am in awe. I hope there will be a physical release so I can never forget and keep coming back to this majestic wall of sound.
Dear Laika
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Dear Laika This resonates with me deeply. Moments like the opening of A Green Field and the ending of Please Say Something give me shivers every time. The aggressive noise and synths, rich and full-blooded, contrast so poignantly with the delicate and versatile vocals. This is a beautiful album, one of the best of 2016 so far. Favorite track: Bird Wont Fly.
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Nathan Jorgensen A deeply personal look into the scary & frustrating process of discovering and confirming one's own identity. An ambitious work using a whirlwind of kaleidoscopic melodies, hard hitting beats, and sober somber moments to catch your breath with. Even more impressive is considering this record was done all with one person at the wheel. With a recent signing to an indie label, it's safe to say we're only seeing the beginning of She's Beautiful, and we're lucky to be getting in on the ground floor. Favorite track: Oh Why.
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.mp3Neptune many of these tracks, similar to this artist's other work, give me inexplicable emotions. something along the lines of happiness, but much more complex and tragic than that. longing, possibly. or maybe the feeling that something joyous and incredible is coming to a ceremonious end. excellent lyric writing and melodies. the closing track is also lyrically stunning. Favorite track: Rainbow.
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hello everyone.
i wrote this album over the last year while watching a lot of stuff change in my life. i moved away from a lot of my friends, had a resurgence in my depression and anxiety, went through the death of my grandmother, failed to get a lot of jobs, had my relationship with my family fall apart, came to appreciate the complexity of my own gender identity and identified just how much of all this bad shit was my fault (a lot of it was). i'm very different now that i was a year ago, and i'd like to believe that maybe that's reflected in the songs here. i worked very hard on them, and it was a very difficult, but rewarding thing. i hope you really enjoy it, because i'm so glad to have made it, and to be able to share it with you.

let's not rush to heaven

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released February 12, 2016

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Track Name: A Green Field
at my worst, grinding up
another world left me underneath
but i'm coming back to
i'm coming back soon
i'm coming back to
i'm coming back soon

breaking up, summer heat
white and green left me underneath
but i'm coming back to
and i'm coming back soon
i'm coming back to you
i'm coming back soon
Track Name: Go To Sleep
i hope that no one's around
i'm tired of walking along
why's it a crime to rest

im all twisted, not the right way round
born with lots extra but still missing something
taking some refuge in summer evenings
looking at rooftops and burning my earnings

oh man i can't remember
what i've been doing since i first got here
i'm really no closer to a good day
to a good day

perfect poise
lift up your hands
and ask why, why did god
do this to you

im all twisted, not the right way round
born with lots extra but still missing something
taking some refuge in summer evenings
looking at rooftops and burning my earnings

mary died while we went nowhere
left to climb up jacob's ladder
i feel restless, turning over
lullabies don't help me no more
Track Name: I Don't Like To Fight Anymore
hey what are you wearing
no one else is watching
i'm so ugly

i can't feel my legs
but i'll give you my god
i'm so petty

i can't count to ten
i'm no good for family
i can't do it

i used to throw my weight around
i used to act like something
but i'm so tired

there was a solid point
suspended in my time
but i moved past it
that part's over
it's not working
i'm not ready

i'm so easy
you could kill me
Track Name: Please Say Something
then sings my soul
my sacred heart to be
how great thou art
how great thou art
Track Name: Oh Why
i move from this place where i live
around my head

i don't feel good
i don't feel

a painted light on painted walls
where's the time go
giving haircuts, make myself good
who am i kidding

oh no

i'm doing something wrong but
it's such a beautiful day
i said it's nice to see you again
you feel the same and we all feel the same
Track Name: Rainbow
fog burns off
from snowdrifts and clouds
i swear i'm not myself anymore
like a bad idea
hanging around
here i go
i'm changing

i don't wanna talk to you
wanna stay home and wait
think about what's good
think about what's good

i'm waiting for something new
it should come round with spring
i'll think about what's good
think about what's good

look around and see
seven colors
pushing past your teeth

stay here, don't move
it's changing
going through

hang on
today will be alright
hang on
everything is fine
Track Name: Peaches
when two goes to nothing
little ones that play
don't play no more outside
leave peaches when you can

sickness and form
illness and death
could push you somewhere
change up your head
staying the night
awake for hours
time to grow up
before youre dead

from way up here
i could release myself
one step beyond and
roll over past this shit
it takes amber
to talk like i mean something
couldn't feel till
i was halfway to dead

andy called you
but you weren't around for it
said "please call me"
and pushed inside your head
you wouldnt be here
if it werent for them
you wouldnt be here
if it werent for them

you wouldnt be here
if it werent for them
you wouldnt be here
if it werent for them
Track Name: Bird Wont Fly
i don't know where you went
i don't know where you went
everyone
smiling face

days go past and im stuck
days go past and im stuck
itll be
awhile

bad sickness fake disease
say something could you please
treat me like you
used to do

kick me out of your house
kick me out of your house
give me up
let me die

cut it out
cut it out
come on back

millions of people
millions of people
feel the same
as i do

cut it out
cut it out
come on back
Track Name: All Bloody
give me skin
that turns inside out
lie in the bed
front side down

what's this i wear
do i look good
turning my feet
which way i should

all of your friends
in love with the girl
everyone else is
in the real world

formative years
got cancelled out
lie in the bed
front side down

how's there a god
that can't build me right
im scared to change
but i just might

a floating world
filled up with good people
set up all wrong
live in their prison

set up all wrong
let them out of here